Thursday, August 2, 2007

Tomorrow is D-Day

Or actually, AF day. I have no clue why I am feeling so negative. I've been in a funk ever since this afternoon.

Very weird incident - in the car with Jay, running errands. I was starving, so we stopped at McDonalds. Usually we go through the drive-thru, thought Jay was going to miss the order spot, so I pointed it out to him. He snapped at me - "We're going inside!" Don't know why, but I started crying. I never cry at things like that. If anything, I get miffed, snap back, and that's that.

Hence, the continuing funk. I don't want to read into this. Moodiness could be related to AF. The only thing that would give me hope at this point is that I don't have that overwhelming exhaustion that usually invades my body the day before. Even with that, I still don't feel hopeful.

On a happier note - off on Sunday to our first real vacation since our honeymoon to Aruba! It may only be Toronto and Niagara Falls, but it's something. I keep wondering if this trip will bring the same good fortune that our last trip there did. If not, at least I'll be able to enjoy one more margarita....

1 comment:

MR915 said...

Hey Wendy...hope you guys have a great time on vacation! If AF comes, she comes. Just enjoy yourself! Remember that the more you stress it the longer it will take. Just let nature take its' course!!! Keep me posted!